New Reality Update #10

Who Am I?

And, by extension, who are you?

This is a special edition of my newsletter as it is going to be very personal.

But what about the UAP/NHI Phenomenon and disclosure updates? (Reminder: UAP = unidentified anomalous phenomena, NHI = non human intelligence)

As you will appreciate, I have been writing about a topic that is considered to be paranormal pseudoscience and a conspiracy.  All very negative words and commonly said in a disrespectful and mocking manner.

There certainly is a history of people who are very interested in the topic but don’t want anybody to know - don’t see me in my tinfoil hat! I have found that in talking about this issue I am learning a lot about human nature which is just as fascinating.

Over long time periods paranormal can become normal, pseudoscience often becomes accepted science and some conspiracies turn out to be true.

To set the stage I want to ask you a very personal question. What is the most important aspect of our human existence and who you are, who we are? These are very similar questions that I posed about NHI in my last newsletter!

My personal answer to this question concerns wondering if I have a soul that goes to “heaven” when I die and has my soul existed forever and will carry on forever? Now I realize that this question is at the centre of many religions. I don’t want to get into any religious dogma and I personally don’t subscribe to any one religion as being the “right” one. They all have some common features and to me represent what I do believe in, which is spirituality.

How does this have anything to do with the UAP/NHI Phenomenon?

As I have discussed the Phenomenon with many people I have found a striking correlation among people who think the Phenomenon is paranormal pseudoscience that can’t possibly be true or believed and who also have no belief in the soul or afterlife. In other words, some people view the soul, heaven and afterlife as paranormal nonsense as well. This is often described as the “atheistic materialistic” view of our existence. If I can’t see it, taste it, touch it, hear it, smell it then it is not real.

If you are in this camp then you are probably not reading this now! I feel sorry for you if you feel this way because you are missing out on many wonderful aspects of our human existence. Imagine the shock that you will experience when you die and all of a sudden discover you are still there. If you are right then when I die and no longer exist I will not be disappointed because I won’t be aware of my faulty views if I no longer “exist”.

I want to draw some additional  parallels between the Phenomenon and belief in the afterlife. If you are “open” to believing that both could be true then some of you will want corroborating “evidence” to help you reach a conclusion. Some of you may be like me and reach a stage where you have a fundamental belief that both are true but more specific evidence helps you understand better the nature of both of these phenomenon.

I have been giving you a lot of new disclosure evidence about the UAP/NHI Phenomenon. This evidence may help some of you who didn’t believe it start to seriously consider it. If you believe in it then the evidence will help you to better understand it -  we are a long way from understanding it.

Due to some recent events I have received a lot more “evidence” about the soul and afterlife.  Again, since I already believe in it this new evidence helps to confirm that I am not insane by believing in it and it also gives me some details to help in my understanding of what is happening.

I am not trying to prove that belief in and evidence for the soul and afterlife automatically proves the reality of the UAP/NHI Phenomenon and vice versa but I think there are interesting parallels which helps us understand how we judge our belief systems. I also have read a lot about the spiritual nature of NHI which means that there could be some common ground - more on that in future newsletter.

When you have a belief in a paranormal topic such as the two that I am discussing there is a related question that involves whether or not one is mentally insane, unfit, “crazy” or otherwise defective as human being by believing in them. In the last 10 years due to some episodes of personal trauma I did consult with psychotherapists to help me get through some difficult times. One therapist upon realizing that I had this belief in UFOs and ETs started to give me therapy in an attempt to cure my mental issue and have me read about “mass hysteria” and other psychological aspects of my “illness”. I rejected this part of my treatment but it became a regular topic for conversation. It was interesting that after the Pentagon released the three UAP videos in December 2017 my therapist said to me “Alan, you may be right!”. After that I was educating my therapist in all of the other evidence that I knew about the Phenomenon and he never questioned my “sanity” about this topic again.

I am going to end this newsletter by giving you just one recent example of “evidence” about the soul and afterlife that I have experienced. I have many other examples but this one is amazing.

Very sadly, my youngest daughter who had gene malfunctions since birth resulting in a lifetime of disabilities including being non verbal her entire life, died in October 2023 at the age of 32.

As part of my exploration of the soul and afterlife phenomenon I recently went to a medium to see if I could continue to connect with Caroline. I realize that there are lots of claims about hoaxes with mediums (just as there are lots of hoaxes about UFOs). However, keeping an open mind, I just went and listened. The medium knew nothing about me.

After telling me about some fascinating comments about my father and mother Caroline then showed up. There were a lot of relevant and interesting comments and then the medium said that Caroline mentioned something about the “doves that were etched”.

The medium said that Caroline was cremated and asked me if I understood what Caroline mean’t by “doves that were etched”.

Here is my answer:

See the picture below.